Thursday, July 09, 2009
{ 9:10 am }
Heyyy, here i am people. Updating. I got programming today. Total killer. Oh well, gonna go to JE again with the usual people. L4D babyehhhhhh! Hahaha. Ever since Rafi updated L4D for me, I'm stuck to the game again. Just don't ask me to play together as a group, because, my aiming sucks to the core. Just ask Rafi and Thahirah the number of times I incapacitated them. Hahaha. That was how bad I was. Considering the fact they were playing in expert mode when I'm a total sucker at it. -.- Tried talking Shak into watching Harrpy Potter and The Half-Blood Prince. The result was an Epic fail. He still insists on not going because he knew there's gonna be a part where Ron and Hermoine are gonna kiss each other. Shak, Shak. You will never know how cheesy and random he can be at times. Just read his bloody blog and you'll understand what I am saying.
On a total random note, I just wanna talk about moving on. Yea, moving on. I just need a source to vent all my frustrations that I bottled up in me for quite some time. I don't know for whatsoever reason, I always find it hard for me to move on after a break-up of my relationship. The last time, it took me 2 years to really move on. I really have no idea why but I always find it hard for me to move on when people take quite a short time to do so. And now, after breaking up from a 9-month relationship, I bet it's gonna be even harder for me to move on. Even though, a few posts ago, I might said I've moved on, but, moving on is'nt as easy as it seems. I still have this small piece in my heart that keeps holding me back. I feel so frustrated because even though I keep telling myself to keep moving, the surroundings are'nt helping because I have to many things that keep reminding me. I mean should I like throw it all away? I really have no idea. If I really have moved on, why do I still keep doing the same old things? Why do I still care for her? Why did I read her blog just to check on her? Pfft. I don't know where does the fault lies. I feel so pissed off at the moment. A pep talk or two or maybe a hug would really help.
Okay, enough of the emoshit stuff. I'm still not happy with Wacken's band lineup this year. It's mostly shitty. Except for a few bands, of course. I'm so glad Epica is part of the line-up. Woooooo~ The new drummer and guitarist are'nt really that bad. They have a bachelors' degree in music. What can you expect? Bachelors' degree in music = sleep, drink, eat, breathe MUSIC. Not forgetting that they have a totally hot and talented vocalist.
Lastly, I'm so happy Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono won the Indonesian Presidential Elections. I know I'm a Singaporean, but, heck. Politics just turn me on. Hahahaha. I know, How Ironic.
"
True love is like the loch ness monster or the yeti. Everyone knows it. But, we don't believe it till we see it. I refuse to believe it till I see it."
- Shakthiya "The Wise one" subramaniamm.
Coolness, no matter how random and cheesy he may be, whatever he says is sometimes wisdom. Hahahaha.
Okay, That's it.
I'm done.
