Saturday, May 16, 2009
{ 9:22 am }
Okay. Here I am updating. School's been fine this week except for the part where I got D for science. -.- Well, basically the problem statement for that week was a physics one and you guys should know how bad my physics is.
I did'nt get through the auditions for wind symphony. I'm not surprised la. I screwed up badly during auditions so I would need a miracle to ge through, but, the miracle did'nt happen. Don't really mind la. That leaves me with no IG now since I forgot to submit the online application. Rafi & Thahirah wanted me to go for the auditions for Jammerz arena. But, I'm still hesitating on whether I should go for the Auditions or not as I have no idea what song I want to sing. Frankly speaking, my vocal range ain't that high guys.
So, I changed my playlist, AGAIN. Thanks to Thahirah who got me hooked up to this oldies rock song by scorpions. My dad was like
"you're listening to scorpions?" Maybe he was shocked because it was a huge transistion from Necrophagist, Keep Of Kalessin, Arch Enemy and stuff to the band once my father went mad about. Hahahaha. It's still his car's playlist. My dad staying true to the genre siol! Hahahaha!
Okay, now on a serious note, basically, it represents what I'm feeling now la. I don't know why, but, yes, IT REPRESENTS WHAT I'M FEELING NOW,
PERFECTLY! Now, I'm feeling very fickle-minded. It's like all this stupid feelings all mashed up as one. It's freaking frustrating for me, seriously. I really hate the moving on part in life manszx. It's like this freaking huge thing in your path that keeps holding you back from going through your journey in life. That's why I think ditching love was a good option for me. I try to keep thoughts that it's normal. & I'm the type of person who find it's hard to express my feelings. Maybe what Faez said the other day was true. I look emo nowadays. If this is what my life is gonna be, then, let it be.
I'm set to looking forward to my education and other more important stuff, though it's hard.
Note to self: Never fall in love for now.
menunggu kedatanganmu, dalam sepasang kurung putihmu.
Kenangan lalu, masih terpahat dalam hati.
Walau pahit untukku lupakan, tetap harus ku tinggalkan.
Pandangan jauh ke depan, tiada yang menghalangku lagi.
Namun ku masih menunggumu, hatiku masih lagi sayu.
Bagai sembilu menusuk di hati.
Inilah kenyataan bagiku.
Salam sayangku kepadamu.Alamak. Jiwang la pulak. -.-
That's it.
Eh, I forgot. I don't know whether that someone would read my blog, but, heck,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LIJUN.(:
I'm done.
