Talking to Shak and Rafi during 2nd break just realeases the stress.
{ 9:19 am }
They're at Jakarta now. So near yet so far. Hmm. Walao eh.
Monday, October 26, 2009{ 11:48 am }
Okay, the pic explains it all, right? No need for explanations. (:
Well, to abang dikir kite, Enjoy your 19th. Hahahaha. Da abang, abang eh. So, perangai pon da kene tukar tau ni. Hahahaha.
Well, will be busy with Kirana till thursday. Might not be updating.
I'm done.
Saturday, October 24, 2009{ 3:05 pm }
Tomorrow. Anfield would set the stage for match between 2 of the biggest rivals in english football.
A match for pride, glory, honour, respect and of course, bragging rights.
Who will come out tops?
Anfield awaits.
{ 8:50 am }
This indian made me, Thahirah and Rafi laughed our asses off during the train ride from Dhoby Ghaut to Harbourfront, which is like 20 minutes. & what I mean by laughing our asses off is laughing till you cry, till all your facial muscles hurt real bad, till you can't stand straight and and your stomachs feel like they're going to burst at any moment. Yes, Ladies and gentlemen, Shakthiya Subramaniamm does it again. From his crazy moves in public, to the indian accent, to the old indian movie evil laugh and moments where he irritated the shit out me, he has done it again. Hahahaha.
Well, yesterday's outing with the ossuarium dudes was'nt really bad. Ignoring the fact that Shak had to wait for nearly an hour for us. It's not like we wanted to anyway. Rafi ended classes late and after that he wanted to fill up his stomach. So, while he had his late lunch with Thahirah, I went to the gamelan room to try out the costumes for the upcoming performance.
So, after that met up with the two at TRCC and walked all the way to woodlands MRT, together with Dearest Faz, Syai and Azhar. Halfway through the journey, it rained. HEAVILY. We were like running for the nearest shelter. & I tell you, after not running for soooooooooooooooooooo long, it was hell manszx. Well, was'nt really drenched when we reached Woodlands. So, after that, parted ways with dearest Faz. She took the bus to Changi Airport to meet up with her friends.
By the time we arrived at Dhoby Ghaut, it was already 5.30, when we were supposed to meet Shak at 4.30. Hahahaha. Well, he's one angry indian, i tell you. Hahaha. He was lamenting that he had to wait alone and how an old auntie farted. Hahahahaha.
Walked around Plaza Singapura aimlessly. We just went into a few shops and there were a few cool ones, such as Caesars'. Well, it's a shop that sells swords and other medival war stuff. After that went all the way down to the basement, Accompanied Shak at LJS for his dinner. Then, went to the aquarium, since Shak wanted to check it out. It's kinda cool because they have all these unique fishes and stuff that you rarely see. Then trained down all the way to harbourfront and we parted ways. I had to leave early for my religious classes.
Arrived home around 10 plus. Maged Faz all the way till 12 plus while watching WWE smackdown! Yes people, I just can't get enough of that show.
Okay, well that sums up what an awesome day it was yesterday! :D
p.s. I'm still mesmerised about yesterday. p.p.s I feels so good running in the rain with you. p.p.p.s I miss my gorgeous girlf. (:
I'm done.
Friday, October 23, 2009{ 11:48 am }
Heyyyy, here I am updating. Cognitve skills & problem solving skills today. I'm really at a total lost right now on what I'm supposed to do. Hahahahaha.
I might be going to Plaza Singapura right after school today with the ossuarium dudes. Well, they were supposed to have a night safari outing today, but, at the last minute, it got cancelled. I really hope the dudes will be able to make it today. Because, everytime when I can go out with them, they can't. & it's the vice versa at times, which can be really sickening. I really need a getaway nowadays. Gamelan is occupying most of my time, thanks to Kirana. Oh wells, just another week to endure. Which brings us to one point, KIRANA IS OH SO FUCKING NEAR!
Well, frankly speaking, at times, during practices, I'll be at a breaking point where I just want to give up already. Hmmmmm. Oh wells, I guess that the news where the tickets were a sellout somehow provides some motivation. And, the opportunity to spend time with dearest Faz.
Yupps, we rarely get time for ourselves. Hmmmm. 2 months plus into this relationship. Smooth sailing so far. Never felt better. Well, we finally got to spend time together on wednesday watching the notebook. It's more like a porn movie rather than a chick flick if you ask for my honest opinion. But, ohwells, storyline of the movie was really interesting. We also watched Black Symphony by Within Temptation. Well, just the encore part laaaaa, since they played all i need during that part of the show. & that was the day I got pranked AGAIN, FOR THE SECOND TIME! Hmm. Shall not talk about it to keep my dignity held high although somehow I've got a badly bruised ego. Sheeeeesh. Rafi & Thahirah could'nt believe I got pranked again by my own girlfriend. Hahahahaha.
Ohohoh, Thahirah nearly decapitated my head off when we were rushing for the train in the morning. Well, she basically pushed me from behind and my hands were on the train doors & the train moved at that moment. My head nearly banged into the gates. Hahahaha. Gawddddd.
Heyyyyyy,Here I am updating. Well, watched Black Symphony by Within Temptation and Metropole Orchestra. Yupps. Thahirah sent it to me. That's the advantage when you have a friend who is a metalhead. I wondered what would happen to me if she was somewhere else other than RP. Hahahaha. I would be a dumb mofuck who does'nt know a single shit about metal. Hahahha.
And, now, I fell in love with the song All I Need by Within Tempatation. Sharon is wonderful with her vocals as usual and the band's totally awesome!
I’m dying to catch my breath Oh why don’t I ever learn? I’ve lost all my trust, though I’ve surely tried to turn it around
Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace
Don’t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don’t tear me down You’ve opened the door now, don’t let it close
I’m here on the edge again I wish I could let it go I know that I’m only one step away from turning it around
Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace
Don’t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don’t tear it down, what’s left of me Make my heart a better place
I tried many times but nothing was real Make it fade away, don’t break me down I want to believe that this is for real Save me from my fear Don’t tear me down
Don’t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place
Don’t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don’t tear it down, what’s left of me Make my heart a better place Make my heart a better place
Very deep lyrics eh? Hahahaha. Totally LOVE it.
I'm done.
Sunday, October 18, 2009{ 5:37 pm }
Heyyy, Here I am updating. Very tired after a loooooooong day. Ngaji, moving stuff, blablabla.
Yesterday's soccer outing was tha' bomb! hahahaha. Well, even though we had to wake up early, it was worth all the fun we had. Overall, Yass, Faez, Ami, Sufian, Aiman, Uzair, Hisyam, Marcus Cheng, Wir, My lil bros and I came down. Did'nt expect the chinese guys of 6F 04' to come down too, but, I'm glad they came down too. Got to play against each other.
Well, Dearest Faz's discharged! Yaaaayyyyyy! Well, i'm really glad she's doing well now. & I swear, this 1 whole week, I really felt a whirlwind of emotions. Like, seriously. Oh wells. Everything's worth it. I'm really happy you're fine. Met her during the last Friday with Syai. Well, although it was only for a short moment, getting to see her means I can finally breathe. I was expecting only her mum there but really got into quite a shock when nearly the whole family was there! Syai really made me panic. Well, I was'nt at first, but, that guy just know how to press your button and snap your wires. Oh wells. We'll meet soon! :D
Tomorrow is going to be the third week of school and only a week left before Kirana!
Yupps, Feeling the pressure right now. But, oh wells. Trying to keep myself as relaxed as I can and try to take care of my vocals. Which means gallons of water. Hahahaha. & I've yet to copy down my notes to the flash cards. Hahahaha. Ahmad, Ahmad. When will you ever change?
I'm done.
Friday, October 16, 2009{ 8:28 am }
Well, I was rummaging through my cupboard for some stuff when I found my aviators! Hahahaha. LOL. Well, can't where them anyway. There's no degree so i'll be a blind mouse if I were to wear them.
Well, somehow, people are mistaking me for Faz on Msn. For example, Sarah asked me whether I have web design yesterday when I' don't do that, since I'm an engineering student. And, Mirah told me she was going to visit me later when the one who is hospitalised was'nt me. Hmmmm. People just need to check who they're talking to nowadays. Adddoooiiii.
Okay, today's cognitve skills and problem solving. So far, everything's good. But, I'm expecting a bumpy road ahead.
Thahirah lent me the demo CD on this month's edition of Terrorizer so i could keep myself occupied during the break. & the bands featured are'nt really bad. I'm like using this as a reason to get my mind of things. There's Ensiferum on the CD! Cool-ness.
Okay, beloved Faz is hospitalised. :/ I should've went to met her straightaway after getting to know, but, I have there's such a thing called "commitments" that made me unable to visit her. Seriously. I feel really bad right now. Maybe, I should've forgo gamelan for once and work out my priorities. I'm going to visit her later and somehow her mum already caught the first glance of me, while I was webcam-ing just now. Hmm.
Oh wells, I think I should stop being so worrying. Wait. Not stop totally la. Put a limit to it. Well, take care.
Here I stand looking up to the sky, Praying hard to the heavens' high, Hoping that you'll be fine, And Things would Change for you and I, Wishing it would be like those days, where no worries were in our way, Things might not be the same, But one thing's not to change, and forever will remain, That's my love and care for you.
I'm done.
Thursday, October 15, 2009{ 4:12 pm }
Okay. I think my mood for writing long RJs are back. Hahahahaha.
Well, Communication skills was'nt really bad. Really cool module. I'm starting to like it alot. Like how I like Enterprise skills in the previous semester. Hahahaha. Well, I'm also kinda happy right now because it's the 2nd B for maths. Cool or what? Though, I don't really get the idea why I got a B, but, who really gives a flying fuck when you're doing well for your daily grades?
Yesterday, was fun with Thahirah. & those are'nt alcohol.
Okay. Now, I'm really worried.
Saturday, October 10, 2009{ 2:41 pm }
Heyyyyyy, here I am updating.
It has been a really long week for me. To start off, I'm now in a new class since it's the new semester. I'm still feeling awkward with my new class. Although, I've started to make new friends. W36B is totally a different ball game for me. To start off, the age gap between me and most of my classmates are quite far, so that makes me one of the youngest ones there. Well, i'm pretty fine with that since with W35F, i'm also one of the youngest ones. The main problem lies within me, I just have problem making new friends. I take a longer time to open up to people. I guess that's what i have to work on since my class would be ever changing after 16 weeks thanks to RP's system.
Well, my first week together with my new class wasn't that bad. Was able to get to know a few people and work with them. And, I have this habit of getting to know some one of the other race faster than the ones of my own. Yupps. The Malays in my class were'nt really that bad la. No mats nor minahs. Neither were they kereks or anything. I only got to work with 2 of the malays in my class so far. They're okay, I must say. Facis wise, I only prefer my cognitive, maths and communication practice facis. They're pretty engaging. Physics faci? Okay laaaa. Engineering Design Faci? BORING! But, still, I think I like engineering design since it has a D&T flavour to it. hahahaha.
Went Jamming yesterday with the Ossuarium dudes. It's been a while, I must say. Since Shak had a totally different time schedule while Marcus is now in Yio Chu Kang army camp, doing drills and stuff. So, we have to wait for him to book out or there won't be any drummer available. So, first attempt jamming together was'nt that bad. Although, there's still alot that we need to work on. Faz tagged along yesterday, so somehow, she gets to see first hand what her favourite boy's life is all about. Hahaha.
Well, I can't wait for this coming wednesday. Like, finally. :D
I'm Done.
Wednesday, October 07, 2009{ 3:06 pm }
Can I say that Shak is just being so bloody awesome! Hahahaha.
Heyyyyyyyy, here I am updating. It's now like the after school hours. Stayed back in school to finish up my RJ and all the other necessary stuff. Well, Had maths module today and it's all about vectors. Yes, people. I hope tomorrow will be much better since it's all about communication skills. Oh wells, maths today wasn't really bad. Appointed leader of the group although I must admit that my group members were of really great help. I think I would'nt have survived the day without their help.
After school, had lunch at south foodcourt and met up with Rafi & Thahirah. After that, went off to the library since Rafi wants to play the guitar. & now, here I am, watching Rafi play his games and his Laptop. Bloody awesome I must tell you.
This might not be the perfect way to celebrate a special day. Still, I want you to know, I'll be right there for you, through thick or thin. What worries you you, worries me too. So sorry I can't be there for you, during the time you needed me most. Time: The the thing we need for both you and I. Happy 2nd Monthsary. Ily.
Tuesday, October 06, 2009{ 3:22 pm }
Heyyyyyyyyyy. Here I am updating.
Well, as I promised, missing dearest Faz at the moment. (: Pardon me for the long absence. Been really super busy with gamelan, raya, blablabla. Gamelan really took up the most time, due to Kirana coming up. Oh ya, well, I guess this would be the right time to do some publicity eh? Yes, people. I'm now in gamelan. Soooooooo, to all my friends out there who are curious to know what gamelan is (pronounced as GA.MEHHH.LANNN, not GAME.LAN), do come down and support RP's Gamelan group, Gamelan Naga Kencana! Hahahaha. Tak selalu tau dapat tengok aku main gamelan. Hahaha. (Ahmad, ahmad. Tak perlu eh.) Hahahaha.
Well, School has begun and now we're in the 2nd semester, here in RP. Which means, NEW CLASS. Yes, people. That's how things are down here. Which means, I'm back to square one. Pfft. Well,classes are never permeanent here and it's always ever changing. Annnnnddddd, for most of us, we will totally hate it. I mean, who does'nt? You have to make new friends after every 16 weeks.
Well, so far, my new class, W36B's quite fine. Still at the getting along stage. Starting to make new friends here and there. But, still, I miss W35F!
Oh ya, I got a few people to thank for their effort in my birthday surprise.
Special thanks to The ExpressO! crew for their birthday wishes and the few who came down all the way to RP. Yes, even for the prank candles and stuff.
To W35F peeps, as simple as the surprise is, I still appreciate what you guys have done for me. (:
& to my dearest Faz, for making my day extra special. ILY. (:
