Wednesday, June 03, 2009
{ 10:28 am }
Heyy, guys. So,as my title has stated clearly there's been conflicts around nowadays. Yes, big ones. Firstly, there's the conflict between me and my ex-girlfriends. So, that's kinda settled. I got over it and moved on, Rafi told me now that she's hooked up with a guy that I expected to be her next one, so, ya, I don't really give a fuck about what's happening.
Secondly, there's this conflict between my family. Yes. In particular, me against my whole family. Well, basically, it happens because I was'nt doing my part in keeping the house clean. Okay, I admit i'm being kinda lazy, but, you don't have to call me undependable right? Pfft. So, my mum was kinda ranting the whole day since she came back from work. I just kept quiet and gave the can't be bothered attitude. I mean, it's my holidays, can't you give me a freaking break? When, I had my long vacations, did I once did'nt do the work that you asked me to do? I did it okay, without any objections. And now you're calling me undependable. Then, my lil bros have to add fuel to the fire. Fucking little baastards. Erghhhhhh. I mean, dude, you did'nt do anything the whole day too manszx and now you're acting good and doing all the work and calling me a freaking lazy bum? Fuck yourself, you asshole. So, my dad came home later and he asked me whether I did anything the whole day, so I just answered a big fat
"No, I just became a lazy bum the whole day." & I gave him a sarcastic smile. Not a good birthday present for him, I know. But, it's better to tell the truth than lying right? So, later he entered the room and I could hear the conversation between my mum and him. & all of a sudden, he came out screaming I'm undependable. Great. -.- I could'nt be bothered so I turned in early, thinking it will stop. But, it continued al the way till morning manszx. So, I woke up and my grandma was on the phone. She was talking to her sister and her sister was asking why she did'nt ask me for help for certain things. And, guess what, she also said I'm undependable. -.- Like triple, jumbo FUCK. I mean, what do i have to do to make you guys know that it'smy holidays and I deserve a rest. I'm getting effing frustrated and sick about this matter going on and on. I mean everytime I have holidays, I'm made to do work, when I already have enough work and school and now you're piling it up. Like what everyone's favourite metalhead,
Thahirah would say,
VAD FAEN! Gosh. Is it so hard for you guys to understand that I want my holidays to be undisturbed. I want to live like a normal teenager too manszx. Is it that really hard for you guys to understand me?
Lastly, the conflict between my once brother and sister 29, Yasser and Nabilah. Well, I treat them as my own siblings now, I mean I treat all the Expressos like family. So,
bak pepatah melayu, peha kanan dicubit, peha kiri juga terasa sakit. So, this is just my opinion & i'm neutral. I mean, come on, you guys are my best friends manszx. & it's not pretty looking at the both of you quarelling. I don't think that's my only opinion but all of expresso.
Tak cool la tengok korang gaduh macam ni. I just hope you guys can be friends again.
And, to wrap it all up, My blog song is for all the heart-broken, devastated, confused kids out there. I feel your pain. (:
I'm done.
